Monday, April 11, 2011

im losing my mind

Beatles - Yesterday

OFF LATE... i feel I am losing my mind, I can't concentrate, I can't focus, my mind wandering around so much that I seriously think I'm losing it. I can't say that I am not fine. I am good and well.

Just the depression started with something small such as break -up then it goes to money problem, then it continues with more money problem and I am so scared that I will snap one day because of all the continues problem one after another.

Seriously?? do I really need this? Do I really need to hang on to past and not moving on. I can't.. I cannot hold on any longer.... I feel everyday I dream I kill myself.. of course its a guarantee tickets to hell..

I don't know what to do.. I don't know where to go...I hate everything that happens.. and I need to recover fast before I lost it and destroy my life and my daughter life.

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